eh?

i never remember my dreams.
but i have been remembering them night after night.


is something unconsciously wrong with me?!
oh dear u__u'' that's not really good.

so far... my dreams have been
>> a fight with esther because she couldnt play monopoly with me, bagel, illa and natasha b. [...]
>> a last-minute freestyle dance performance with sofia and then turned into a finding-a-ride-home quest at allisha's, who went to a wedding with a white dress, cute princess amedala hair and her glasses, and then to afiq.?
>> something with a really big table
>> trying to escape from this weird house with the blind singer from american idol being not blind but a bit crazy... and then he showed me his big car collection, they were like horses and had their own patch of field to drive about

hmmm...

anyways.
history papers!!
T___T

prepix styles the best

if i ever get to korea
and to meet this team
and go to a workshop or master class


my life would be complete
it would be even MORE complete if i could choreograph something this slick and abstract like his works in mentality



haw teach meeee T________T

WAH family praising time ^^

well well~

this morning when i was going downstairs to do some laundry [*winkwink*] i saw a note on the table and a mamak take out:



^______^ he even put the time
the thing is with parents, even though they drive you nuts 60% of the time, they always do these really small cute things that make you go nawww

i also had the plague honour of cleaning my parents room [because MUMMY that little-- went to JEJU island >:OO] and got so fed up with making the bed.
why the hell do my parents need six pillow cases?!

i complained to mummy. she said;
"well, one is for daddy's head, the other for the wall between us two, the other for his back, another to go on top of his head, one to hug, and one for me to sleep on"
^^''
did you know? the house that we're gonna move into, the closets in mummys room take up alot of the space in her room. there are 2 walls just for closets but on is cut off by the dresser table.

daddy's closet is the one that takes up one whole side of the wall.
and mummy thinks its not enough ^^''
daddy is such a girl o.O

well thats part one of a sorta praising the parents.
and then theres the privilege of having older-working-siblings-who-know-they-will-only-be-loved-by-family-members-if-they-buy-them-presents-at-holidays~ ^^
and arif, being the angel that he is but the week he was back i abused him and made him send me around KL ^^'', he bought me a JUMPER and a jack skelington t-shirt and friggin GLOWS IN THE DARK O___O



^_________^


oh and btw.
i am a worthy human.
why?
because i can complete a 3x3x3 and 4x4x4 rubix cube.
can you?



BWAHAHAHHAHAHA

need to finish this french paper

T__T

flash back

oh wow i was in year 6 and i went on this awesome trip to the isle of white wite write wight with my class.
and nathys was genius enough to take pictures.
and we captured a moment.



i will give you intimate details about all of the people in this picture.
there is the girl on teh veeery far left who's in the darkness. her name is Kimaya.. Right?
anyways. she was a biig tomboy at school, could actually pass for one too. But i hear she's a very girly girl now. ^^

Next to her on the right is Sophia.
now i dont know about you but i really love this girl. havent seen her for ages, last time i saw i picture of her she looked gorgeous. She's teh funniest shit ever, love her house and was the reason to my discovery of love for Cookie Crisps [yes. the cereal]
will definately be seeing her sometime before i die.

under her is me.
waaah im so chuuute ^___^
geee. i looked so skinny too o.O
you should've seen my outifts ^^
eun hye would've never be friends with me >:3

next to ME on teh right is Leyla who is also very gorgeous now, lovely voice too. really miss her as well... hope she's doing alright~
i remember she brought in powerless glasses to school telling everyone she needed glasses.
and we believed her.
until we tried them on.
silly girl ^^''

under me is Pooja
neat freak. tons of birds when i went to her house. cosy place. always had pizza when i went to her house. smart too ^^. i miss herr~

next to leyla is Josh, [the white one]
he is one of two. being the twin brother of Toby. They looked exactly the same but only the masters could tell the difference between them
not really, toby was the skinniest stick i've ever seen and josh looked healthy and has cute cheeks
ahh i miss hanging out with them after school. and then i'd harass their bike or skateboard and play videogames with them... i think we watched Chucky too. Josh was the big chucky fan right?

And then theres the man, Hasan ^^
he always wore sports gear to school. spoke like he was the boss. and i always remember him and his hoody.
wanna hear a funny story i remember quite clearly?

it was when we both liked each other, but didnt do anything about it. and then our friends sat us on that little wooden fence and then they'd sit in a long row parallel to us like 7 ft away and thought that magic would happen.
when instead. me and hasan were like
... *stare into the sky*


^^''
i think i liked josh too.
i liked alot of people in wessex. lets see. from wessex, there was;
Hasan. Toby. Josh. Mohammad. James?
i forgot. i used to know so well!
aaah Wessex Gardens. its a brilliant school. did you now why i went there? because i didnt need to wear uniform and they were the only school that had a pool i was drawn to their colourful students ^^


ahhh
i've been given strength!

dried out

man. i'm trying to study
trying to keep things together.
but i slip all the time and CRAP its all falling apart.




whyyyyy?
@__________@

the internet's back. the procastination continues.
and so does the studying.
*shivers*
monday comes.
the monday of 3 exams.
*dies*


on a brighter note.

...

i've learn 30% of the DT syllabus.
yaay.

oh i want to holiday now.
and go to all those auditions with sofia.
*cries*

NO

LETS GO



this post was pointless.
but oh well.
my head.
go sleep.
okay T__T

never teach mummy a language

when mummy's japanese guests came to malaysia to see tasik chini, mummy had asked me to teach her some simple general words and phrases like thank you and good morning and such.

total disaster.



i just taught her some simple words in korean.
turned out to be worse.

you know why she wants to know? because she's going to jeju island.
yeah.

jeju island.
in korea

URGH
T___T
on the week i have no exams in the middle of my exam month
coincidence much?!?!

im going crazy O__O

anyways. i was trying to teach her how to say
Hello
its
An nyoung ha seh yo
but what does she say instead?
after many experimentation with the sounds she comes up with

"AND YOUNG HAS ASS HOLE--YO"
and laughs
by herself.
O___o

-____-''

desperate measures

i cannot bring myself to read pride and prejudice so i'm reading it along with a podcast X3

its much more fun. but its kinda sad too...

want to join? ><